Drained.

I felt so frustrated that driving home alone for 2 hours - early in the morning,

only to find Mum was crying when I opened the door.

Hugged her,

went to Dad's room and saw he was crying as well.

Safe to say that I cried the whole day today.

I guess this is my down moment.

I told my dad about everything that I was sad about,

And he said,

"Jangan kecewa dengan hidup ni, Nina...

Usahalah mana yang termampu,

Berserah dan tawakal je."

I can't say I don't have anyone to turn to,

Who am I kidding with two parents and seven sisters -

But most of the time I have to deal with some shit alone.

Yes I have some people that I trust and I can talk to,

But sometimes things feel so heavy for me to face...

Haih...

#np Old Me - 5 Seconds of Summer